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Apr. 18th, 2010 07:48 pm
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Let no one claim I ever attempted consistency.

I don't know what my own voice sounds like anymore. I want to hear it in the differences in the voices I assume.

What people call their self is usually the first least transparent layer they come across.

I know the things I've written aren't my best works. I want them taken care of, they're a part of things I will hopefully write. If no one reads them how will I know they're done? Why did I put those unpublished pieces on the website? They're terrible introductions. But I want them to exist.

I do worry about not existing.

I'm starting to think of this journal as part of a never-ending interview with Life. In case I die before anyone gets to ask me the important questions.

Date: 2010-04-19 12:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] proximoception.livejournal.com
Pretend I'm life. Ask me anything at all before I destroy you.

Date: 2010-04-19 04:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] andalus.livejournal.com
dude. Life is gnomic and minatory and all those other words that mean totally unhelpful. Life is like Yoda before he got a lightsaber. I don't need any advice from life, life can listen to me blab for a bit then whatever.

icon sad

Date: 2010-04-19 06:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] andalus.livejournal.com
I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG BUT YOU ARE STILL GOING TO DESTROY ME

Date: 2010-04-19 10:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] proximoception.livejournal.com
That I chose to spend my only life destroying you is my damn business.

Date: 2010-04-19 08:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] andalus.livejournal.com
wasn't it recently at around or soon to be your birthday

Date: 2010-04-19 10:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] proximoception.livejournal.com
My birthday died when you forgot it.

Date: 2010-04-19 11:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] andalus.livejournal.com
but I clapped and clapped.

Date: 2010-04-19 11:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] punctum-punctum.livejournal.com
You like talking to yourself, with the potential of someone looking in.

Date: 2010-04-19 09:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] andalus.livejournal.com
It's like prayer, sans hope.

Date: 2010-04-20 07:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] punctum-punctum.livejournal.com
It's easy to feel religious without an actual commitment.

Date: 2010-04-20 07:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] andalus.livejournal.com
are you suggesting that I should believe in god. Or are you merely trying to say you don't like my metaphor.

Date: 2010-04-20 07:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] punctum-punctum.livejournal.com
I dunno, it sounded really cool in my head, so I said it. Or I could say that the keyword is "feel," which would put an emphasis on a context I still dunno what of. Or you should just go dis Agent Kirasawa on PS because it's that time of day.

Date: 2010-04-21 06:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] manhandla.livejournal.com
When I have fears that I may cease to be
Before this blog has glean'd my teeming brain...

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