
in other news i'm falling in love with Theodore Roethke.
Names I have often confused: Roethke Rilke Rexroth Rothko.
Names in order of discovery (non-confusion): Rothko Rilke Rexroth Roethke
poets which have entered the deepest chambers of my heart (shame to they who see only four): Eliot Plath Rimbaud Roethke
all sadly famous poets but you see i didn't start reading poetry until I was sixteen and seriously read and reread J Alfred Prufrock until I understood it. then followed the waste land and a brief stint with the beats (allen ginsberg had just died). The next year I researched Sylvia for an english presentation and it was like coming home. For the oral presentation I printed out a poem of hers for every person in the class and shuffled them and handed them out for the students to read them to themselves, all before I said a word. (I didn't shuffle them completely, I remembered to give certain things to the people who would be most offended by them.) The intention was to strike them as hard as possible with the strangeness and fullness of the language, have them feel awed and a little perplexed. Then I asked them to pay attention to their poem as I started talking about her life, to see the bits of autobiography that seep through, so the imagery becomes clearer and clearer. A poet's life is the thread for their tapestries, it's identifiable in everything, even things that aren't confessional, especially things that aren't confessional. The same goes for any creation.