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1.Break up the rhythm! I do this all the time and don't know if its foolish but i'm not about to stop. regular lines with line breaks after phrases are boring, I have to shove in an enjambment after a set of straight breaks, or split a spondee over the carriage return, or put odd things like a "the" or an "A" at the end of a line to force the internal voice into an unnatural pause drawing attention to the article, or splitting lines strangely to expose hidden rhymes, or tricking you into thinking the phrase is over and then continuing it. probably nothing new but I enjoy it terribly. trouble with breaking rules, however, is that they often are indistinguishable from mistakes.
2.Apparently I'm passive-aggressive. but really, if you were to pick a type of aggressive to be wouldn't passive be the best choice? better than active, anyway. better than breaking things. the passive aggressive has been trained from youth to always win in any given situation. even if it means surrender. I'm kidding. passive aggressives are the meanest sorts of assholes and you shouldn't converse or cohabitate with them.
3.5am dinner today was a tahinaless hommus-esque mixture of crushed garbanzos and spices served on toast with cheese and vegemite with a cup of sencha.
4.this mania is masking the fact that I really do hate myself right now. but there is good. there is good there is good there is good there is good. unhere.

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it's been an auditory morning. for poetry, click:

there are no hands mp3
wodin mp3
voicing mp3
war mp3
diminished mp3

diminished (º) is influenced heavily by the readings of Amiri Baraka.

all of these are poems i've posted here or there.